where oh life have you gone to?

my gosh. i've 'lost' my life once again :p

my days go like this: wake up at 6.40am, leave home for work around 7am, come home at 8pm earliest, go to bed around 11.30pm.

seriously. this is not what i want to do for the rest of my life. it becomes more bearable as the days pass but i dont enjoy it a tiny bit. i suppose if the job is something you love doing it wont be so bad but still, i wouldn't want this kinda life =p

which....explains why i haven't done a single any of what i posted in my previous post. lol. nope. not even one. sad sad. i hope to do some shopping this coming weekend though. public holiday the following monday....weee....=)

play the music low and sway to the rhythm of love

to-do list before april ends:

1) set a day for mani and pedi

2) get a new wallet

3) do some long-due shopping

4) research what/which notebook to buy

5) if possible fit in a massage :p

6) renew passport

okaayyy...that sounds a lil too many now that i just realised april ends in 10 days =p

holding back

it suddenly struck me that maybe i should learn to hold back sometimes. holding back on words and actions. i've always thought that expressing is good and dont get me wrong i still think it is and admire people who are bold enough to express themselves but holding back may actually be just what i need. not all the time but most of the time. kinda had enough of those did-i-sound/look-silly? moments =p

sometimes doing,saying or showing so much may only hurt more. both myself and others around me. so what's the point in expressing if it's only gonna cause more confusion, anger, sadness, dissatisfaction or doubts. this is definitely gonna take lots of self-control, patience and love in which i need a lot of practice in, just like everyone else.

the picture is kinda out of context i know. haha. i just like the view of the sunset that i managed to snap with my phone =)