Tuesday, February 3, 2009

i hope im on the right track

after the CNY long hols (10 days to be exact), im back to work feeling a tad disconnected. my mind was almost blank as i sat or rather stood in the train and bus this morning. it felt like my mind still couldnt register that holidays are over and work's back. it could be that i only had 3 hours of sleep last night or that i just refuse to switch off my holiday mode :p
after the much look forwarded and awaited holidays, everything and everyone's back to normal. routine begin its cycle once more. rigidity takes it place like before and people joining back the rat race that im not so fond of, sadly.

i feel that i'm not caught up for the 9-to-5-stuck-in-the-office kinda thing. i think i'd prefer something that takes me out to the field. something more practical rather than just paper work...papers make me dizzy :p haha. not to say i hate this job or anything but i think maybe this is just not the field that im interested in. so what am i interested in? i dont know. we'll slowly discover. hehe
but...as at now, i cant wait to go back to college! lol. unbelievable right? coming from someone who claims to anti education =p. and how ironic? i cant wait to go back to college when im actually in one...just not studying. haha

oh well...all i can do now is continue praying and see what God has installed for me :) and i just heard a song which goes along the lines..."just call upon His name and nothing is impossible"

food food food!! yup. that's basically the summary of my cny this year. lol

however, i must say i had an enjoyable cny actually...catching up with friends that i've never had the time to meet up with since our last meeting months back. to see that many of us still hadn't changed gave me a sense of gladness and joy. they are the same people whom i spent my whole high school life with and still the same four years later. these are the people i want to keep forever :)

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